Complicated

         I played that role. Woke up in the morning, took Subuh, and went to the bathroom. Well, today i felt better than the other day. Aku merasa aku mendapatkan sesuatu yang mungkin belum pernah aku temukan. I couldn't define that, i just felt it. Hari ini aku merasakan bahwa aku akan baik-baik saja, aku merasa that i'm in the heaven.NOW.

         I played that role.  Went to the school, haven't study Math, lost my book. Everything changed. Aku merasa bahwa aku mendapatkan kesialan yang bertubi kali ini. Felt hard to do the exam, heard someone that hate me, and so on, and so on. Dan hal ini membuatku merasa that i'm in the Jail. No, i mean i feel that i'm in hell.NOW.

         It was so complicated. Ketika beberapa saat aku merasa bahagia dan beberapa lagi aku merasa sangat tersiksa. I can't control this feeling, i tried to make just flow like usual, but semuanya gagal. aku hanya mendapatkan kesengsaraan yang lebih dibandingkan dengan kebahagiaan. Seriously, i knew that everyone got this problem, and i need the answer, why should i get this sucks problem?

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